It's okay to feel

I've been numb for so many years;
I've learned that it's okay to feel.
Nobody loves misery, but don't let
the pain turn you numb or emotionless.
It's okay to feel what you want to feel,
it's the sign that you are still alive.
Doesn't matter if what you feel is real or not,
it's beautiful, it grows flowers to your soul.
It's the best part of being alive.